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TeenToks

by GoZen! 

During the summer of 2022, I was an intern for GoZen. GoZen is a company that creates online social and emotional learning programs. In 2022 they developed and launched the app TeenToks, a mental health video platform where select teens create research-based videos to support teens' mental health. The short-form style videos cover topics from anxiety to anger to body image. I was one of the 30 teenagers hired to develop these videos for six weeks over the summer. At the end of the original term, I was 1 of the 5 hired for the rest of the year. In this role, I researched, wrote, filmed, performed, and edited around 100 videos. 

 

Mental health is a theme that has been central to my art for years and this job gave me the opportunity to combine mental health education with my creativity, it really was my dream situation. Additionally, this internship was an immense learning opportunity. I learned how to make successful and engaging short-form content. I learned how to edit and experimented with different styles until I found one that resonated with me. I figured out how to streamline the process of content creation. I got increasingly comfortable behind the camera. I engaged my creative problem skills, filming with a duct-tape suitcase tripod for the first six weeks. It was also one of my first real jobs, teaching me how to engage with leadership, take feedback, advocate for myself, and build working relationships. Overall this internship has made me a more well-rounded artist, refined my skills for content creation, allowed me to use my art in a meaningful way, and helped develop me into a more professional artist.  

This internship had the most profound effect on my confidence in my writing. Every morning I had to write a short script, regardless of if I had the inspiration or motivation. It banished my creative block and drastically improved my writing process. Plus, I got to use my writing to help others, to make them feel understood, and less alone. Beyond rewarding to say the least. Here's a taste:

"We meet behind closed doors, 

We sat in silence staring at one another, 

I saw nothing but felt everything and you lended me no comfort. 

 

And here you are closing me off from the world. 

Locking me into myself, 

Echoing in my soul which aches to rid itself of you. 

 

Isolation, you enveloped me in your cloak of invisibility. 

You hid me from the world and hid the world from me. 

Isolation, your silent power was overwhelming,

and my weak limbs could not fight your violent embrace. 

 

But even you get tired. 

Your embrace will weaken and I will slip back into the day. 

The world will welcome me back with open arms and I will run faster than you.

 

From the embrace of the world I will see you and I will wonder how I let you hide me. 

That will be the last thought I lend to you. 

Then I will dance in the rain and laugh in the company of others. 

The doors will remain open and the silence will be cut.

Then we will celebrate and you will no longer own me, 

You will no longer own any of us."

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